Sunday 28 January 2018

Messengers from a Parallel Universe



Superstitions weren’t part of my childhood so I listened with amusement when a university friend got jittery over solo magpie sightings. Only a decade later did two events hook me in. 


   Riding out exercise one morning I saw a magpie sitting on a tree over the road and thought just as well I’m not the impressionable sort. Along the hour’s trot, we passed a dead calf lying by the roadside, not unusual since farmers regularly left fallen stock out for the hunt kennels. Later that week, the horse fell on the road with its owner (mercifully not me), was badly scraped, became ill and died. The vet diagnosed cattle gangrene, which he said he hadn’t seen in a horse for decades. It sent shivers down my spine but had to be a coincidence. 

  Shortly after, again riding exercise on a country road, I passed sheep grazing in a field, with a magpie sitting on the back of one, like a tick bird on a rhinoceros. That was unusual, leaving me with an uneasy sense of dread.  Nothing untoward happened, so I wrote it off as neurosis. A month later my university friend, by now a sheep farmer, phoned to tell me that the pet sheep I had hand-reared the previous season in their flock, had lambed, contracted peritonitis and died some weeks previously. She had delayed making the call since it was upsetting news.

  And so it began. Ornithomancy, prophecy by the birds, was an unknown concept for me but a flip through symbol encyclopaedias produced a wealth of lore, some country myths, some from ancient Greece and Rome, where it was respected as an oracle of the divine plan. Tiresias, the prophet was given the gift of prophecy by the birds when he was blinded. 

   Since I’m not of peasant stock nor three thousand years old, I wasn’t tempted to share my experiences, until one day in a fit of defiance I did mention them during a radio interview. To my delight the Scottish Education Board wrote to me requesting they use the transcript for an exam question. Quite what they did with it I’ve no idea, but it obviously struck a chord. 

   Over the years I’ve continued to keep an eye out for my messages from the parallel universe. Greenfinches for sickness. Herons for new beginnings. My first ever sighting of a vivid black, red and white Greater Spotted Woodpecker, tapping up my garden tree one day, came hours before I was asked to write political astrology for the Sunday Times, which was a definite first. 

  Other examples come to mind of an ill-conceived holiday at the start of a relationship which proved to be incompatible. The road was littered with more dead cats than I’ve seen in my life and the clincher was seeing a pond whereupon glided one white and one black swan. A mis-match. And it was. My recollection also is that a number of the Queen’s swans flew into a bridge in mist and were killed, just before her Annis Horribilis, as her children’s marriages fell apart. 
 
   Magpies no longer arrive with deadly intent, which is just as well since they are over-breeding madly. But if I see one when out driving I know there’ll be a logjam or a delay ahead.  Though they are not all about bad luck. The old magpie rhyme about seeing one for sorrow, two for joy runs on into six for gold. And hey presto, Hampstead Heath did have a convocation of exactly that number flaunting their showy foliage on the day I later found my Glasgow flat had sold for considerably more than expected. And there’s no explaining that, bar a prescient hallucination.  

      Carl Jung believed hawks were the messengers of God since they flew highest. Despite them being voracious raptors and me not being much of a true believer in the Almighty One, my heart always lifts when I see one. A glorious, velvety brown eagle swooped low in front of my car on a rural track the day I bought this present house, which seemed like a blessing. 

  What to make of it all? A world apart from the nuts n’ bolts one we live in, inhabited by the nature gods, occasionally pulls back the veil to let us glimpse another reality. It’s too much of a head-twister to try to make sense of it. And do you know, I really don’t care. I watch, take note, wait for an outcome and usually keep it to myself. Though with the passing years, I’m more relaxed about relating the oddities of my experience and accepting my ignorance.  

“The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing.”  Socrates

  Which is why Herk, my battle-hardened and fearless co-sleuth, who has looked into the dark abyss to find that life isn’t all covered in a school syllabus, keeps a watchful eye out for our feathered friends in my thriller BY the LIGHT of a LIE.


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Sunday 21 January 2018

Too much heat, not enough light



‘Full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.’ Shakespeare: MacBeth.

   We’re drowning in noise, a babble of opinions ricocheting off each other like steel pinballs, fuelled by self-righteousness. Everyone has their own beef, a woeful tale of unfairness, which seeks to take precedence over other injustices or demands to be added to the mountainous pile of ‘things we must all worry about.’ 

  I’m all for passionate activism, but my head (or is it my heart?) hasn’t the capacity to cram them all in.  The narrowness of them also bothers me. Obesity is bad, so is fat-shaming, so is flaunting skeletal models on catwalks. Which way am I supposed to look? Sexual harassment is a free trip to jail or public ruin; while the falsely accused tug us in the opposite direction.  Hunt saboteurs and anti-abortion campaigners devote their time to protecting life as they see it, but seem unbothered by a world of starving and abused children. 

   What it needs is a mediator with exceptional negotiating skills to persuade the zealots to take off their blinkers and admit there could – sometimes - be a wider viewpoint. In shrink-speak it’s known as complex thinking. People aren’t all good or all bad; most of the time they are both. Any human situation is multi-faceted; and one segment doesn’t negate the others. 

   But have you ever tried to persuade an opinionated one to change their minds?  Head against a brick wall time.  Throw evidence to the contrary at them and they’ll cherry-pick what confirms their stance and be deaf to all the rest. Their aggressive defence of their rightness hints at desperation, as if letting in even a sliver of an opposing view would annihilate them. Perhaps they also feed off the excitement of a gladiatorial contest. The battle of wills is an end in itself.

  Some causes need to be fought – racism and sexual harassment amongst them. But changing mindsets is not a quick n’ easy, one-off event – it’s a long drawn-out, brutal process, with the risk of reverses along the way. As Max Planck, the physicist said in another context. "A new ….. truth does not triumph by convincing its opponents and making them see the light but rather because its opponents eventually die, a new generation grows up that is familiar with it."  

   Oddly enough, a pendulum swing to the worser is often what is needed to provoke a backlash, which leads ultimately to progressive reform. As Jill Abramson pointed out this week the horror of Trump has galvanised more women to seek political office in the US than ever before, more probably than would have been the case if Hillary Clinton had won; and blown open the debate about race in a way that Obama’s presidency did not.
   During the 1990s the escalating denial of child sexual abuse fomented a wealth of invaluable new research in the field of psychology, blowing outdated theories out of the water, which likely would not have occurred without provocation. 

   The path to progress is never straight – for individuals or societies. Facts aren’t enough. Radical change requires crisis to collapse the old, outdated mindsets. What is needed to rebuild a better future out of the chaos is a new narrative. Drumroll for the entrance of fiction, stage and screenplay writers. 


They are already hard at work on screen dramatising a multi-ethnic world as the norm  - causing die-hard dinosaurs to foam at the mouth over the latest Star Wars. There’s still too much rape and violence, but #metoo will start making inroads into that, hopefully without excising sex altogether since it makes the world go round.  Your average Joe/Jospephine won’t listen to philosophical debates but if it streams into their sitting room, cinema or kindle wrapped up in a human story they will sit up and take note.

   This week’s blog was supposed to be about how to fill a blank page. As it happens my next novel-in-process has fair winds blowing behind it (for now, cross fingers). One virtue of writing crime novels is that they are always going somewhere so a total block is less likely, though head-fog obscuring the right word or expression is a constant risk.
  Back to work.

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